I wanted to have sex with [my boyfriend] but at the same time i didn’t, because i didn’t want him to know my secret. Then i asked him what if things [went] there and so, the next day we met up. It was a painstaking process with lots of chatting to find someone who i was sure didn’t intend to lock me in a closet the second i got into his house. The most down-voted topics. We never talked about if we had “done it” before but i hadn’t and i don’t think he had either. But if people want to wait, let them wait: it’s ok to do it when you want to, when you feel you’re ready and with a partner you want.
Stories about losing girls virginities. But, saying i lost my virginity on a trampoline has made for some great conversations. When we talked about our first time he said he remembered the moonlight on me. It hurt really bad, too, so i started crying about a second into it. I almost lost my virginity in a church, but then we got caught by the preacher, who also happened to be his grandfather. It wasn’t a great sexual experience, but he was really sweet. I kept pushing for it.
The one that didn’t get away
I don’t remember any specific music playing, except i know there was a shit dj in the room over and there was someone else passed out on the mattress next to us. He was married, 30 years older than me, and guilty as hell. However, that’s not always the case, and whether you like it or not, losing your virginity is a memory that will stay with you forever.